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How long have you known the last person you kissed?

-hmm…about 9 years technically…but we never really talked till probably 4 years ago…and we never really really talked till about a little over a year and a half ago :P

Is there anybody who truly disgusts you?
-oh god yes.

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?

-when I’m here closed…when I’m at home open. cuz there aren’t normally drunk men stumbling around in my house in Portage.

When angry, do you get loud or quiet?
-it depends on why I’m angry. If I feel like I’m unjustly angry I’ll usually keep it quiet, but if it’s something I have a right to be upset about I’ll let that be known.

Next time you will kiss someone?
-next Friday :)

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed on the lips?
-yeah, probably the people waiting to get into Wesley.

If your ex said they hated you, what would you say?
-we haven’t talked in over a year, so I dunno what’s up your ass buddy.

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
-not even a little.

What do you currently hear?
-random bangings and booms courtesy of dorm life.

How many times has the last person you kissed made you cry?
-oh I don’t know…however I will say the majority of the times I’ve cried because of him were just me being emotional, not necessarily him being a douche.

In the past 48 hours have you hung out with a girl?
-ish.

This time last year can you remember who you liked?
-yes. still dating him :)

What are you looking forward to right now?
-SPRING.BREAK.

How old do you look?
-people usually say I look younger, probably because of my height.

How do you feel about your hair right now?
-meh. I want it to grow out more before Nick’s prom…it’s still too short to do what I want to do with it. fuckin bob.

If you marry the last person who you called, what would your last name be?
-Breuer.

When’s your birthday?
-5/25/91.

Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to?
-…I used to. damn. it was at a church, I remember that…

Who was the first person you talked to today?
-Nick.

Ever had your heartbroken?
-ish…but it would be nothing compared to what it would be if my current relationship ended.

Miss someone right now?
-always.

Last person you saw?
-Nick. I’ve been holed up in my room for several hours trying to write a paper. which is still failing miserably.

What was the last thing you said to someone?

-out loud: Love you, see you Friday. over the internet: I have a partner, but we still need a group of 4…

Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?
-hopefully. I’m going tanning with Therri to relax before midterm week. woot.

Do you like late night phone calls?
-no. I hate talking on the phone in general, but especially if I want to sleep.

What is your middle name?
-Claire.

You’re thinking about someone, aren’t you?
-always.

Have you kissed someone with braces?
-nope.

Do you sing in the car?
-duhh.

Could you stay in the same relationship for over a year?
-I can. and I have. and still am with him.

Have you ever kissed underneath the stars?
-yes :)

How long would it take to walk to the nearest McDonald’s?
-umm a drive is like 7 mins…sooo maybe a half an hr? I dunno. I’m not good at estimating stuff like this haha.

Was there always someone around who isn’t anymore?
-yes. welcome to graduation and everyone going their own ways.

Do you have an older brother?
-nope.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
-hmm. I don’t think so.

Is there a secret you’ve never told your parents?
-lol I’m sure.

Were you happy when you woke up?
-very :)

Do you prefer to call or text?
-text for most circumstances.

Is there anyone that you care about more than yourself?
-yes.

Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
-ahh yes. love.

Would you rather pierce your tongue or lip?
-um neither…

If you were in the hospital on life support, would the last person you kissed be there with you?
-he’s said he would. so I’m gonna go with that.

Do you have to plug your nose while swimming under water?
-nope. I’ve always thought people who had to do that were weird.

Are all of your friends virgins?
-nope.

Do you like when people play with your hair?
-Love it.

I would just like to say that people who point out how much they love their boyfriend on their statuses on Facebook really annoy me. It’s all good that your boyfriend rocks, mine does too, but writing something along the lines of “So&so LOVES her booboo…these past 3 months have been the best of my life! I love you booboo <3”…not ok. There should be certain limitations on the amount of gush you can put on a Facebook status. I dont care about how much you love your booboo or how much you love being with your baby’s family or how many kisses you wanna give you hubby.

It kinda makes me puke in my throat a little. Call me a cynic. Whatever. I love romance, I mean hi, I’ve been with my boyfriend for over a year and a half. But I don’t deem it necessary to proclaim my love for booboo every day over Facebook. Be romantic in private, not where everyone else can see. Nobody gives a crap. And the cynics like me just find you annoying and block your statuses from my feed. :)

FIN.

I find it hard to sleep if I text you goodnight and that I love you, but don’t get an answer.

Which is depressing. Because I have midterms tomorrow. And I want to sleep.

But here I am, sharing the woes of a long distance relationship that, in the grand scheme of things, is working out well.

I do wish you’d text me back though.

Maybe I’ll try sleeping. And maybe my phone will go off at 3 waking both me and my room mate up.

I wouldn’t necessarily mind that, if it was an I Love You Too.

I cannot describe how much I miss singing with talented people.

There is less competition in a college setting than in a high school setting, and that’s not ok with me.

I feel like my passion for music is plummeting because it’s just a chore now.

And that is something that has never happened in the almost 19 years I’ve been around.

So.

I won’t let it happen.